Fucked In a Pool of Piss

Published: 2016-12-16
Filmed: 2016-05-26

I piss all over Endza, which creates a pool on the waterproof sheet we’re using. I alternate fucking her and making her come with my hand, while she’s lying in it and sobbing. This is some of the most intense video I’ve published on the site, and I thought twice (several times more than twice actually) about using it. I asked Endza when we woke up the morning after if she was really sure she wanted this scene to go up, and she gave a very enthusiastic yes.

I have disabled this video at the insistence of my credit card processing company. Despite there actually being consent and the video showing consent, they have decided that by their definition it still depicts nonconsensual play. I don't have much choice in this, which is pretty ironic when you think about it. I apologize, and hope that at some point circumstances change.

I try to model good consent practices, I think I'm pretty successful at this (I might even be secretly trying to slip a little education into the mix here). That includes showing safewords being used, mid-scene checkins, alternate forms of affirmative consent, calling out learning experiences where I can, and encouraging people to think about how they communicate around problems. It is incredibly upsetting to have to self-censor something where there absolutely was consent. I'm trying to think of this as growing pains while we as a culture are struggling to improve the conversation.

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